I'm no Psycho Analyst but I have been afflicted by the "self deprecation" bug too
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There are days when I feel justifiably proud of who I have become
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Then other days I wonder how the
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I got into the "top 20" guys
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Let alone number 1
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I think it's called "impostor syndrome"
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I feel sure I'll be "found out" and exposed as not being worthy
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Accepting compliments never sits comfortably
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But on my rare good days I try to take them with good grace and remain
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Hang in there GBNP, you are smarter & kinder than you think
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That's why folk take the time to tell you, how you make them feel