I think sometimes the better you get the more you notice your mistakes and you will just get some days when it just don't flow easy..... But don't give up you're doing awesome and your doing fine. Like everyone said we all do it. I remember deciding I was gonna try my first hill start on front brake from red light on really steep hill with cars behind me (I usually always do back break uphill) ....... The light went green..... I let the brake off and did nothing else!!!!! My bike went in slow motion fall to the side.... Pmsl..... In my defence I was knackered after a long ride..... I never did suss out where my reverse was haha..... And the poor woman in car behind git a right mouthful just coz!!!

Suzi, don't even think about a hill start in yer canal boat :)                                                                                                                                                                             

Hahahahaha Wills 🤣🤣 she's like a steel shire horse my boaty.... With no brakes!!!! But I've got it easy out here coz we have locks instead of hills pmsl....